Words of Replicant Jesus

I have Shocking both Normal and Heroic but tonight I just sucked it up and failed at tanking Thaddius.  I am not eevn sure why, right at the initial charge I couldn’t tell my left from right.  I am not sure if it is a lack of caring or just one of those nights when the brain is just not on the ball.  Not that it takes alot of brainpower to know your left from your right, but it was a totally brain freeze.  I felt pretty bad too, just pretty ruined the rest of my night in game.  Which sucks because I barely play as it is.  Maybe I just need to play some more and do some heroics to get my bearings again, I feel pretty off in general I am not sure.

The game does not seem fun, which it should so I have to wonder if this is where I cut my losses or just stick it out and get over this temporary malaise.  There was a night where I wouldn’t make mistakes at all but lately I make alot of mistakes dumb ones.  Maybe I just don’t care enough anymore to keep trying.  Or maybe it was just an off night, I am not sure which at this point.  I guess I just wonder if it will get better or just worse.  I don’t like leveling alts, I get bored over time and then I just stop playing them altogether.

Maybe it is time to put up the shield for awhile.  We shall see.

I have no updated in a while; truth be told I was a little bored with doing this content over and over. I have not followed Ulduar changes a closely as I used to so it will be a little bit of a surprise but not much. The tank changes will hopefully ad parity at the high end and we won’t have a situation where Deathknights followed by Druids are the best tanks for the extreme damaging content. Although since I was usually add duty or drake duty on Sartharion +3 I was rarely bored.

I find add tanking to probably be the most difficult and thankless role. Even more so in then ten-man version. We finally got the ten-man Undying achievement and still trying to get the 25-man achievement. I hope we can knock it out before Ulduar but if not there are other achievements to get and I won’t feel too bad about it. I really should update more often and will strive to get a post up at least weekly if not sooner.

In other news with all this extra time not playing I have taken to reading and enjoying my Changeling: The Lost books, if I am not doing one nerd thing it is another.

Oh and Happy Birthday to my girlfriend.